So it is already the 3rd week of the holidays and I'm still jobless.
But come to think about it I don't remember rushing to look for a job the past two summer holidays either. In fact both my job stints in previous holidays begin in early-mid June, so maybe that's why I'm not feeling particular anxious. Yet.
In fact I'm thinking maybe I shouldn't do a part-time work this holiday. I should just indulge in the nothingness and dedicate all the time to myself; doing what I want to do, when I want to, without a care about anything else.
Frankly I deserve it. Not because as a compensation for four months of stress from school (well, that will be justified by the results due Friday), but I've never not worry about anything else (read: family and the likes) on top of school.
So maybe I should.
It's bothering me that my funds are depleting but thankfully I'm still teaching and I've got some other sidelines in queue, I think. Heh.
But come to think about it I don't remember rushing to look for a job the past two summer holidays either. In fact both my job stints in previous holidays begin in early-mid June, so maybe that's why I'm not feeling particular anxious. Yet.
In fact I'm thinking maybe I shouldn't do a part-time work this holiday. I should just indulge in the nothingness and dedicate all the time to myself; doing what I want to do, when I want to, without a care about anything else.
Frankly I deserve it. Not because as a compensation for four months of stress from school (well, that will be justified by the results due Friday), but I've never not worry about anything else (read: family and the likes) on top of school.
So maybe I should.
It's bothering me that my funds are depleting but thankfully I'm still teaching and I've got some other sidelines in queue, I think. Heh.
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